update

Hmmmm, wanted to write more in my blog. Now I got a bit time and dunno what to write...

My hubbie and my lil bros Mick and Brian left for a short vacation this morning. Giving me some time to breath. I mentioned it the other day in an article, that I feel a bit burnt out and it didn't get better. As much as I love to spend time with my beloved ones, but sometimes you do need some time to breath too. Oh, and yes... you can't switch of RL. Of course it is much nicer to spend time with your beloved ones then to manage annoying RL stuff like cleaning your office, writing bills, doing your laundry and stuff like that, but I pushed that away week after week after week. Is no good to do that. So as my family loves me, they granted me a kind of "vacation" also in taking a spontanuous trip for a week. I already miss them and at the same time enjoy being master of my own time and do what I want. After their return, I'll change my "schedule" a bit, giving myself at least 4 hours a day for RL-stuff (well, + my RL-work on weekends of course), and at least 2 hours a day for building.

Building always calms and relaxes me. I'm very focused, when I do it, and I'm happy, when I have a result at the end and the feeling, I created something. I was promised to get time for continuing the island again and again, but there was always something to keep me from building in the last weeks. These days I finally can continue and feel good with it. The island becomes better and better and although it isn't opened officially, we often have curious visitors. Don't know, how they find us.

What else? Hm.... Some "friends" defriending. Asking them for the reason, I get the answer - if at all - that *I* won't be interested in friendship anyways, as I'm silent for weeks. Hm, okay. Well, first of all, when someone writes me, I always answer (except when I'm sleeping, of course. Most time, when I wake up and see the IMs I got over night, it's too late to answer). So, the silence is both ways! And second: Those who are real friends know, that my schedule is full and I'm a bit exhausted. A real friend would know and accept and respect that. So I think, those who defriend because of not enuff attention they get, are not a big loss. If a friend really needs me, I'm the first who interrupts everything to be there for him. But I don't have the time to spend hours with small-talk. I wished I had, but I haven't.

Well, talking of time... it is! Time for RL-work. *oomph* Nice weekend @ all!

Collaring of Brian

Ten days ago I collared my third boy - fourth boy in chain: Brian. Mick's RL-boyfriend and kind of another lil brother for me, though we don't meet so often and conversations always last a bit longer, as he doesn't speak English and me no French. I soon have to take some nice pictures of him and of him&me and of him&Mick. I renamed the two boys into "lil devil" and "lil angel", though sometimes I'm not sure, who's who/what! *heh*

Now the Tiger & Dragon Chain feels complete!

I only have this picture taken by Milo, our assistant slaver of Silver Tree. Was too busy with the ceremony to take pics myself.






[2009/07/30 13:36] Franziskus Ninetails smiles and looks into Brian's eyes
[2009/07/30 13:36] Mickael Pevensey smiles to his angel and his Master
[2009/07/30 13:38] Brian Warcliffe: I look at my future teacher in the eye and I
[2009/07/30 13:38] Franziskus Ninetails reaches his hand out for his future boy's cape "You're coming to me as a Free and submit to me by your free will, Brian Warcliffe..." - takes off the shoulder-cape
[2009/07/30 13:38] Master Deakins: Tal
[2009/07/30 13:39] Ankhar Jimador speaks softly so to not interrupt, "Tal Masters."
[2009/07/30 13:39] Franziskus Ninetails shortly nods to Leo and Milo and continues with the ceremony
[2009/07/30 13:39] Mickael Pevensey: greetings Masters
[2009/07/30 13:39] Rod Bigboots nods
[2009/07/30 13:40] Brian Warcliffe: greetings
[2009/07/30 13:40] Master Deakins smiles
[2009/07/30 13:40] Franziskus Ninetails: you're life as a Free ends and your life as kajirus starts today, my sunshine...." - slides his hands to the silks of the boy and fondles with the belt
[2009/07/30 13:40] Rod Bigboots quietly lowers his hood and mask
[2009/07/30 13:41] Brian Warcliffe I look at my future teacher and I took a breath, to confirm
[2009/07/30 13:41] Franziskus Ninetails: and as a new life, you will start it naked as you were born" - unbuckles the silk-belt and lets the silk fall to the ground
[2009/07/30 13:41] Samm Diavolo: greetings again Masters, brothers
[2009/07/30 13:41] Ankhar Jimador looks at Master without the hood and mask for the first time and smiles.
[2009/07/30 13:42] Master Deakins looks to sam and touches his legs
[2009/07/30 13:43] Franziskus Ninetails smiles down to the the now naked boy
[2009/07/30 13:43] Mickael Pevensey: greetings again brother
[2009/07/30 13:44] Franziskus Ninetails: so, assume the position of submission now, my sweet boy
[2009/07/30 13:44] Brian Warcliffe: yes my Master
[2009/07/30 13:45] Mickael Pevensey look at my angel and smile, feel his heart in is chest
[2009/07/30 13:46] Franziskus Ninetails waits patiently for the boy to lower his head and raising his arms
[2009/07/30 13:47] Brian Warcliffe: I lowered my head, my wrists te presente
[2009/07/30 13:49] Franziskus Ninetails whispers "I hope we don't get attacked righ now"
[2009/07/30 13:49] Master Deakins thinks there always is a chance
[2009/07/30 13:50] Franziskus Ninetails: where was I?...
[2009/07/30 13:51] Franziskus Ninetails smiles as his new boy finally found the righ position "So, repeat after me...."
[2009/07/30 13:51] Franziskus Ninetails: 'I, once known as Brian Warcliffe from the planet Earth...'
[2009/07/30 13:51] Rod Bigboots waves quietly for Winston to join us
[2009/07/30 13:52] Winston Fhang: TAL, SIRS, BOYS
[2009/07/30 13:52] Master Deakins winks to Win
[2009/07/30 13:52] Samm Diavolo: greetings MAster
[2009/07/30 13:52] Mickael Pevensey: greetings Master
[2009/07/30 13:52] Ankhar Jimador: tal Master
[2009/07/30 13:52] Winston Fhang nods
[2009/07/30 13:53] Rod Bigboots whispers: Tal winston
[2009/07/30 13:53] Brian Warcliffe: greetings
smile[2009/07/30 13:53] Franziskus Ninetails looks up for a moment and nods in a greeting way, before he focus on the collaring again
[2009/07/30 13:53] Franziskus Ninetails whispers to his future boy "Don't get distracted, my boy...."
[2009/07/30 13:53] Winston Fhang follows the ceremony in silence
[2009/07/30 13:55] Brian Warcliffe: yes my Master
[2009/07/30 13:55] Brian Warcliffe: I, once known as Brian Warcliffe from the planet Earth...
[2009/07/30 13:55] Franziskus Ninetails: '...herewith submit myself, completely and totally, in all things..'
[2009/07/30 13:56] Franziskus Ninetails waits for the boy to repeat the words, knowing well, that it's not easy for him, as he speaks in a foreign tongue
[2009/07/30 13:56] Brian Warcliffe: ...herewith submit myself, completely and totally, in all things..
[2009/07/30 13:56] Master Deakins smiles
[2009/07/30 13:56] Franziskus Ninetails: '...to Him who is known as Franziskus of Silver Tree...'
[2009/07/30 13:57] Brian Warcliffe: .to Him who is known as Franziskus of Silver Tree..
[2009/07/30 13:57] Franziskus Ninetails: '..His boy, His kajirus, an article of His property, His to do with as He pleases...'
[2009/07/30 13:57] Brian Warcliffe: .His boy, His kajirus, an article of His property, His to do with as He pleases.
[2009/07/30 13:59] Rod Bigboots glances over his shoulder, smiles down at nerio
[2009/07/30 13:59] Mickael Pevensey smile happily to see his angel collaring
[2009/07/30 13:59] Llywelyn Cazalet whispers "greetings my Master"
[2009/07/30 13:59] Rod Bigboots reaches over pulls his boy in close and tight
[2009/07/30 13:59] Samm Diavolo whispers: greetings brother
[2009/07/30 13:59] Franziskus Ninetails smiles and takes the brand new collar from his belt. He shows the collar to his new boy, his name ingraved in it. Shows the ingravings to the boy, then reaches for his neck, places it around the neck and closes it with a click
[2009/07/30 14:00] Llywelyn Cazalet waves to manzuma
[2009/07/30 14:00] Brian Warcliffe I look at the name on the collar and I leve my time to accept
[2009/07/30 14:01] Brian Warcliffe: Liver
[2009/07/30 14:01] Franziskus Ninetails softly carresses the boy's neck around the rim of the collar, before he takes a small key from his belt
[2009/07/30 14:02] Brian Warcliffe I smile to the caress of my master, on my new collar
[2009/07/30 14:04] Franziskus Ninetails searches his brain for some nice words
[2009/07/30 14:05] Master Deakins hopes maybe Franz will hug the boy
[2009/07/30 14:05] Rod Bigboots chuckles
[2009/07/30 14:06] Mickael Pevensey: hehe
[2009/07/30 14:06] Ankhar Jimador smiles
[2009/07/30 14:06] Franziskus Ninetails slides the key into the lock of the collar speaking "With this collar I make you mine, Brian Warcliffe. You're giving me complete and unshakable submission and devotion." *turns the key one time
[2009/07/30 14:07] Brian Warcliffe: yes I give you my unconditional submission
[2009/07/30 14:07] Franziskus Ninetails: "I take this as a gift and responsibility. And accept it with joy and pleasure" *turns the key a second time
[2009/07/30 14:08] Brian Warcliffe: I smile to my master with great joy
[2009/07/30 14:08] Winston Fhang cleps his hands after seeing this official ceremony
[2009/07/30 14:08] Master Deakins: great, weldone
[2009/07/30 14:08] Franziskus Ninetails: "From now on you are mine. I will love, protect, guide and teach you for now and forever. And welcome you to the chain of Tiger and Dragon" *turns the key a third and last time
[2009/07/30 14:09] Mickael Pevensey: well done my angel
[2009/07/30 14:09] Rod Bigboots bends to his side and kisses nerio tenderly on the forehead
[2009/07/30 14:09] Master Deakins: congretulations Franz
[2009/07/30 14:09] Brian Warcliffe: I m'em worthy, my Master
[2009/07/30 14:09] Master Deakins: you too boy
[2009/07/30 14:09] Franziskus Ninetails attaches the key at his belt, smiles down to his new boy "Now come into my arms, mine!"
[2009/07/30 14:09] Winston Fhang says frienly: serve with fire boy, congratulations having a master
[2009/07/30 14:09] Rod Bigboots: Congratulations Franzi
[2009/07/30 14:09] Brian Warcliffe: thank you Masters
[2009/07/30 14:10] Brian Warcliffe: Thank you, my Master
[2009/07/30 14:10] Ankhar Jimador smiles, "congratulations Master and brother."
[2009/07/30 14:10] Winston Fhang congretulations sir, with your boy
[2009/07/30 14:10] Franziskus Ninetails beams, catches his new boy, holds him tight, while he thanks the friends and boys around him
[2009/07/30 14:10] Franziskus Ninetails: Thank you all
[2009/07/30 14:10] Mickael Pevensey: YEAAAAAAA he did it congrat my Brother, my angel
[2009/07/30 14:11] Franziskus Ninetails whispers in his new boys ears "And thank you, my boy"
[2009/07/30 14:11] Mickael Pevensey: bienvenue mon amour dans notre chaine
[2009/07/30 14:11] Franziskus Ninetails gently slaps Brian's butt "Now go and hug your chain-brother. I think he's waiting for it!"
[2009/07/30 14:11] Brian Warcliffe: merci mon frere et mon coeur
[2009/07/30 14:11] Brian Warcliffe: thank you my brother and my heart
[2009/07/30 14:12] Brian Warcliffe: yes my master

wie schön wäre Wien ohne Wiener

Okay, you wonder about the title? It's a song from an Austrian satirist named Georg Kreisler. The meaning is: "How nice would be Vienna without the Viennesse". Why I quote it? Well, because I can say: How nice would be Gor without Goreans.

Our interest in Gor wanes day by day with every new incidence. First a few weeks ago, when I was visiting a (straight) SIM with my boy Mick and he was dancing for me in the taverne, he suddenly was attacked and shot down from the neighbor SIM. Without any RP, without any reason... well, no other reason that it was a gay kajirus dancing for his gay Master. Homophobia is very alive in Gorean SIMs. It seems to me, that it gives many homophobe people the platform to live their homophobia and justifying it "according to the books".
But I have to say, that the SIM-owners took our complain very serious and banned that homophobe guy from their SIM. That impressed me very much. - Other then our own SIM-owner of Silver Tree, who told me, it would be "a bit tricky" to ban him from Silver Tree, I don't know exactly, why it would be "tricky" to ban a gay-hater from a gay SIM, but as far as I understood, he meant, that it wouldn't be "valid" as homophobia is Gorean and therefore we would be forced to allow those people. Okay, so a guy who threatens my boy in IM "your lucky i didnt rp your capture and summarily execute you" just for being a gay kajirus pleasing his Master with a dance does have any warrant to spread his homophobia and we have to take it? Welcome to the middle-ages! What are 40 years of Christopher Street Day and Gay liberation worth? Where's the difference between accepting those people's (and that guy isn't the only one; there are 1000s like him in Gor) behaviour in a pixel-world and looking away, when another Matthew Shepard is tortured and killed in the real world?
So I don't know, what made me more upset - that homophobe guy or the reactions of gays, who think we have to accept it!

There are many incidents making us upset these days. This week a hysterical woman with their husband and their "daughter" attacked Mick without any reason. He only had an OOC-question about the rules, because he was interrupted reading them. That woman went furious for no reason and after that she yelled in IMs at me, Kenshi and who-knows. I just muted her, so I'm fine. But it's another reason to not like Gor anymore.

I could talk endless, but I guess, most of you dear readers are not interested in reading all the drama. If you like drama, then come to Gor. You can have lots of it. - The things my family and me like are the "antique" flair and the RP. But what RP do you get? Homophobes. Furies. Ubars with Napoleon-complex. Guys who want to dictate OOC decisions with quoting the books. Mindplayers. etc. - We don't like it anymore. If things don't change soon, it will be just a question of time, till we take our stuff and leave Silver Tree. We wanted to connect our RP on the Isle of Tidra (Oh, I forgot to mention, that we finally named our island?) with our RP in ST, but maybe we're happier and luckier, if we leave. Don't know yet...

Some good news: Bac is back! One of the very few good RPers, one of the few who have a story-line in their RP and try to stick to it in a continuous way, returned to Gor. His new story-line is interesting and promises some fun. Welcome back, Bac!

some pics

Spent hours after hours to take pictures of my love. He's just soooo cute and hanzum, that I always wanna lick dah screen!

Started with some pictures for his Gorean profile at the ruins on our island.
I loved the atmosphere:

Then went over to the beach to do some earth-pics for him....

Couldn't help to tell him to strip down to his speedos:

and finally ended cuddling and watching the sun going down:

... till we fell asleep on the hammocks

new styles

After some anger about Gor (again. Will tell later about it), I spent two very good days with my beloved. Just shopping, playing, dancing, enjoying each other.

We got both two new haircuts - one for human, one for neko. And also new fluffy tails. Can't stop playing with my hubbies tail, when he's a kitten. Can't stop playing with it, when he's human either... *heh*

Went also to the 24/7 prison, where I'm a guard. The place changed a lot and is a spaceship now. Hmmmm, gives us new ideas for RPs. Catching a straight guy on earth and abduct him to a far away planet, where he will end as slave... something like that.

So, we wanted some "futuristic" stuff, appropreate for a space-ship... and came to that latex-shop. Yummy! Couldn't help buying a lot. And as we were wearing it, we couldn't help other things. Well, if you see the pics, you will understand why:

After the fun, we made some more pics in our human form. Like our new haircut, which is the same for both of us. My Kenshi looks so much younger and I'm a bit concerned, that everyone would like to enslave the head-slaver now... *heh*

Turned into neko then to make some kitteh-pics. Just played with the environment-settings and suddenly had this picture on my screen, which is kinda interesting. Maybe it's like a kitten sees the world?

Turned back to normal environment and shot this pic. Not much of a photographer, I know, but I like it. Call it "Cats on a Hot Tin Roof":

Oh, and undusted my very first AV, who became only two weeks old, because of some RL-stalker. Showed it to Kenshi. Can you tell who's who?

Okay, that's it for now. My Kenshi is already waiting for me, but there's more to come soon. Promise!

Tiger's Isle is dead, long live Tiger's island

This was the last picture I made from Tiger's Isle before the Tiger left eight months ago. I wanted to write this post a few weeks ago, but had no time to finish it.

So, a few weeks ago the old Tiger's Isle closed it's doors and Q & Rickie built a new Tiger's Island. The last party was a saturday-night... I've forgotten, how many weeks ago... time's running so fast, when you're busy all the time... however, I know it was sunday-morning for me. VERY morning (6 am). But as I stood up (at 9 am) I couldn't help it and visited Tiger's Isle a last time (after a long time). Was a bit nervous to see Q and Rickie again, but it was a good decision, I think. Said hello, hugged and made kinda peace with them and in myself.

My lil bro Mick was at my side. We danced a while and then it was time for the clean-up, taking back all my stuff which was still there. I thought it would be hard, but it wasn't. Time changes, especially in SL it changes fast. And things progressing. Something goes and something new comes up. Sometimes love and friendship ends and something bigger and better grows out of it.

I'm very happy with how things evolved. I have the nicest, sweetest, loveliest partner and husband one could have. And a lil brother who's as well nice, sweet and lovely and feels like a RL lil brother to me. And I have the most caring and cute (and horny) family. So, things this year have been very good for Tiger. And as I see, things for Q and Rickie work out fine too and they seem to be happy. So I think, finally things evolved as they should. Everything is good for something sooner or later.

Visited some clubs these days. Not much time for dancing though... but what I realized: Nowhere it was like at the old days of Tiger's Isle. Everywhere only spam-gestures. No chat, no fun... Except from a "hello" and "bye-bye" there was no entertainment. In NONE of the clubs we visited. I can say, that Tiger's Isle was different... special. And I wanna say, that it's still my benefit. That I started a "tradition", a special kind of entertainment in clubbing... with the support of my Co-dancers and hosts like Q and DJs like Rickie.
So I hope, they continued this tradition and they will continue it on their new Tiger's Island. I had no time to visit it yet (did I mention, that I'm busy all the time?), but I'm sure I will soon. I wish Q and Rickie the very best and success with their club from the bottom of my heart.