Happy Rezzday to me

Yes, it's my rezz-day today. And I had planned to write something about One Year SL. But... I don't even have time to write about the events of the last days, so I better let it be. You know enough about the ups and downs of my life, when you read this blog from the beginning.

The list of people I met in SL is long. The list of those who came close and are important to me is also long. I wanted to write a Thank You, but I'm afraid I could forget someone, so I just say: Hey, brothers and sisters, friends... You know who you are, you know I love you. Thank you all for being you and for being a true friend. LOVE YOU!

Oooops! Getting a little sentimental... *me whipes a tear from his eyes* (Jaja, tiger built too close to water these days)

*taking a deep breath* Soooooo..... the last days? Hm, one week after the "coming out" of Q alias Gabriels Asbrink is over. And surprise, surprise! It wasn't such a bad week. After the realization, that the last months - the good things as well as the bad things - were one big lie anyways, I had the strength to release. I'm not sad anymore, just still a little paranoid and suspicious when I meet new people.

I left Tiger's Isle. Took only some stuff with me, left the rest there. May they do with it whatever they want. But my inventory is a bigger mess then ever now. I guess I will have to take a whole day "off" to clean it and sort it out.

On sunday there was JC's monthly BDay/RezzDay-party. And I was one of the co-hosts. A lot of friends tp'd in - like Spanki & Dari, Leigh, Waltentine, Douggie (!!!), Alexi, Kenneth, Vitos, Equinox etc. etc. - Dafydd was co-host too (must have been in heat! Oh my, was he shmexie and horny!)... However, it was good, dancing together. And Daffy was on the phone with JoJo and we all shouted "Jojo" and "brother" and "love you"... so funny. Missed my brother Jojo... - Anyways, I'm sure you can read more about the party on JC's blog soon. --- On the pic you can see us all together doing the "package check". That was so funny! *giggles*

Monday I met my brother Rammy at home. (Yes, it's the same house I had with Q. I love it and hopefully find the time to make it cozier soon) He played Beethoven's Mondschein-Sonate (I just recognize NOW, that this is a bit ironic... you know... moonlight... Moonbeam... I played this for my hubbbie on the 27th Nov and Rickie started to call my hubbie "moonbeam" on the 28th... of course a coincidence *giggle*) and "Unchained Melody" for me... first he played both at the same time, which shows a big musical talent but sounded a bit like a kakophonia, but then he only played the sonata and I just listened and got carried away by the wonderful music.

And yes, you did read right up there: Douggie is back! What a surprise! I don't know, if it is a coincidence, that he's coming back now, but I'm happy to see him again. He changed, grew up. Yeah, they grow up so fast *sigh*...

So, that was my week... apart from one thing: As it seems to be so popular to have alts, I gave myself an alt as christmas-present. Those who have to know, do know who it is. Those who don't have to know... can find out easily, but they better don't try to contact me, they will just be muted. My twin is there for some reasons. One of it is to get a break. Those friends who are on his friendslist know and accept the wish to be alone. He's not there to betray or cheat on anyone and if he meets you, he'd probably tell you who he is. If not, well then he doesn't trust you, I guess *hehe* And he prolly will start his own blog pretty soon...

Well, that's it. So, today is my rezzday. Q had planned a big rezzday-party for tiger weeks ago. I think this will not be happen. It will be just a day like all the other days... and that is good as it is!

And yes: Happy new year to everyone!

Tomorrow - Sunday - Rezzday-Party

Don't miss this months Bday/Rezzparty of the grid-famous shmexie cowboy Jordyn Carnell. Here's his announcement:

The Bday/Rezzday will go on as planned at Club Rapture 2-5 for the european aucience with DJ Kaj, 5-8 for the americans with DJ Wil.

Tiger will be there too and support JC as co-host. Especially as me is a december-child! So, I hope you come to the party, when you're a december-child too. And bring friends with you. Or just come because it's always fun on JC's parties.

See you tomorrow!

My Christmas

Well, Christmas is almost over. Time for an update. A lot of things happened this week...

So, finally the truth came out. Tiger felt very bad the last weeks and months. Always feeling, that something is going on, feeling ignored and neglected by his partner Quagmire Juran. So, since this week the jigsaw puzzle finally solved: Quagmire Juran had activated his old alt Gabriels Asbrink to marry Rickie Zabaleta, playing loving couple right in front of tiger's eyes at Tiger's Eye. No wonder, he wasn't so attentive... it must have been exhausting, to play at least two AV's inworld at the same time.

Somehow I feel relieved, that I finally know the truth about Quagmire Juran aka Gabriels Asbrink (aka kenrog Boozehound aka Rocketmann Destiny aka Verryy Blessed aka vincent22 Vhargon etc.) although... I think noone will EVER find out the truth about that psycho. I have to admit: His ways of manipulating others in feeling bad are brilliant. I did read his ex' Walentine's story and saw exactly the same pattern. I recognized myself in this story. All the suffering and hurting. My compliments, Chris. You're so good at lying and betraying and cheating, that you might believe it yourself.

How much Rickie Zabaleta is a part of the dirty game they played, I don't know. Everything and everyone says, that he must have known that Gabriels = Quagmire and that they played a dirty game together. If so, I hope at least THEY had fun with it. But after all I give Rickie the benefit of doubt and want to believe that he really didn't know till this week.
But after the truth came out and Quag/Gabs admitted his dirty game (not omitting, that of course even THAT was my fault alone), Rickie sticked to him. That must be true love! Babes, I could have lived with that. Believe it or not. If you'd only would have been content enjoying your life together and leave me alone.
But you couldn't stop to excuse your own mean behaviour in trying to cast the blame on me with more lies and twisting the truth. - Well, I spent the last 6 months with apologizing for things I've never done. No, I won't continue with that. YOU know, that YOU are the devils. I know the truth. And the people who really count for me, know the truth also.

So, do us all a favor. Live your twosome life. Leave me and my friends alone. And don't you dare to try to twist anyone of my friends against me. You're wasting your energy, it won't work anyways, and the only thing you might reach with it is, that tiger shows his claws.

Please stay away from leaving any more-evil-game comments to this article. I'll delete them anyways. So it's only a waste of time for you. [Hugs and lickings from true friends and brothers are always welcome]

Okay, and that's the point where chapter is closed for me. Only thing to do is leaving Tiger's Isle. Not without a tear in my eyes, cause yes, I enjoyed the time there very much and I will miss some of the guests, which became friends to me.

~~~ Chapter End ~~~

well - merry x-mas everyone

Time to... uhm... take a break. Tiger Franzi needs some time for healing and licking wounds...




When Im alone,
I dream on the horizon
And words fail;
Yes, I know there is no light
In a room
Where the sun is not there
If you are not with me.
At the windows
Show everyone my heart
Which you set alight;
Enclose within me
The light you
Encountered on the street.

Time to say goodbye,
To countries I never
Saw and shared with you,
Now, yes, I shall experience them,
Ill go with you
On ships across seas
Which, I know,
No, no, exist no longer;
With you I shall experience them.

When you are far away
I dream on the horizon
And words fail,
And yes, I know
That you are with me;
You, my moon, are here with me,
My sun, you are here with me.
With me, with me, with me,

Time to say goodbye,
To countries I never
Saw and shared with you,
Now, yes, I shall experience them,
Ill go with you
On ships across seas
Which, I know,
No, no, exist no longer;
With you I shall re-experience them.
Ill go with you
On ships across seas
Which, I know,
No, no, exist no longer;
With you I shall re-experience them.
Ill go with you,
I with you.

My week

Whoa! What a week. Somehow I don't really remember, what I done or not done... It started with a very depressing saturday. Sleeplessness made me oversensitive and paranoid, so I was pretty depressed. But Ken dragged me to the opening of Club Thunder, so I got a little distraction. Where first Mirah, then Syriana were DJing. Whoot! And I got all flirty with Syri. I really should consider my sexual orientation... there are some hot women out there!
Anyways, I ended alone at the brothers hangout, sitting on the rocks at the beach, writing a sad letter to a friend... and just before I closed my eyes, I found this and cheered up, feeling all the love floating over the big ocean 3000 miles or more... *puuurrrrr*

Well, the week was full of ups and downs. A lot of just sitting, waiting, staring, feeling lonely, hurting, licking wounds.... The only things I remember were the opening of Rickie's and Gabriel's "Moonbeam Ranch" on wednesday. Nice work they've done, but I wasn't really in the mood for it, but went there anyways to wish them good luck. Even shmexie lady Rain couldn't cheer me up, so I didn't stay long.

Thursday started the same slow, but suddenly became hectic. I had forgotten, when Rickie's and Gabriels wedding started, got a tp and landed almost naked in the middle of the ceremony. *blush* So I was very busy finding my suit, wondering about the strange look of my feet and taking pics for Rickie & Gabs. And had to rush over to Tiger's Isle for the Egyptian Night after that.


Friday of course was hectic too. Stripping contest on Tiger's Isle. Was soooo good, but I was exhausted afterwards. Six hours I was stressed, but enjoyed it. Read more about it clicking at the pic!

Saturday I came home from RL work and directly tp'd over to Spanki's and Dari's party. But I was tired as hell and not really entertaining and the joyful tiger I used to be. Turned into tiny tiger in hope to get some cuddles, but didn't work. :(

So, it wasn't one of my best weeks. But thanks to friends and especially long, long talks to the sweet cowboy, and thanks to some precious happy moments with my honey bee, I managed to prick up my fluffy ears. Better times will come sooner or later...

Oh, and today I got the surprising news, that my beloved brother and his sweet love Darias got married last night.

CONGRATS, SWEETIES!

I'm so happy for my brother, that he found the love of his life. And Dari is the best brother-in-law I can imagine!

(Last 3 pics borrowed from © Spanki Moulliez)

weekend

Tiger has a lot to write, but it will take time. And this weekend he looked more like this: