Somehow the day went over. Lots of talking with my brother Spanki in IMs. Thank you, bro, for listening to all the "drama" and encouraging me! Also thanks to all the others who surprised me with nice words and hugs and "I'll be there for you"s.
Spend some time with packing my stuff in our house. I don't feel comfy leaving it unfinished, so I guess, I'll finish it for... whoever. Moving back to my old parcel, the brother's hangout. Building a house there for my bros and me. That might be fun and fight loneliness.
And well, somehow time went by and "Baywatch"-party started. That was fun as my reflex of entertaining started and I forgot all the shit for a while. Although I'm considering leaving Tiger's Isle and the club. I mostly did it out of love, changed my RL-habits for it... those ultra-long nights till the early morning. Seems pointless now to do that any longer, but I might just be sulky. Too much loving energy invested in it to give it up that easily.
Thanks to my brother Justyn for holding me, while I was falling asleep. After all I'm happy to have so nice brothers and friends, who see me like I really am and show me their love and caring. Thank you!