It's time to leave this world, at least for a while.
I was going to leave it forever, as it became a world full of hatred, anger, jealousy, envy, mistrust, manipulation. I thought it would be a better place then RL, but it became even worse. I'm too honest and trustfull for this "game" (the manipulation-game; not SL, which isn't a "game") and it seems I made a big mistake. I disappointed others and got much more disappointed by them.
But someone, I didn't expect to, convinced me, that I just should take a break. I do have a lot of friends out there, who know how I really am. Well, I was told, I surround my arrogant-selfish-self with ass-kissers, which I had trained well, to feed my adoration-whoring ego.. ouch!... but I still just want to believe, that they are friends, which treat me with the same love and respect as I treat them. So, why leave those friends, only because two people playing a manipulation-game?
However, I'm taking a vacation. And then I will see. Good-bye to all my friends out there; at least for a while. Try to enjoy your life. Don't hurt others. And some of you may start to love themselves instead of trying to draw others down. Bye!
I was going to leave it forever, as it became a world full of hatred, anger, jealousy, envy, mistrust, manipulation. I thought it would be a better place then RL, but it became even worse. I'm too honest and trustfull for this "game" (the manipulation-game; not SL, which isn't a "game") and it seems I made a big mistake. I disappointed others and got much more disappointed by them.
But someone, I didn't expect to, convinced me, that I just should take a break. I do have a lot of friends out there, who know how I really am. Well, I was told, I surround my arrogant-selfish-self with ass-kissers, which I had trained well, to feed my adoration-whoring ego.. ouch!... but I still just want to believe, that they are friends, which treat me with the same love and respect as I treat them. So, why leave those friends, only because two people playing a manipulation-game?
However, I'm taking a vacation. And then I will see. Good-bye to all my friends out there; at least for a while. Try to enjoy your life. Don't hurt others. And some of you may start to love themselves instead of trying to draw others down. Bye!
7 comments:
Well I for one will miss u Franzi. Yeeah take a break and come back to us soon, there are people here that love and care about you. Take care smexy *huggies*
/me purrs
Mmmmm, thank you, shmexie! Yeah, I will come back soon. In the meantime take care of yourself and prick up those sexy ears and tail.
/me licks your hawt, sweaty body all over
Noeeeesssss :(
Dont stay away too long Tiger, I will miss you too! You kno how glad I am we have became friends again, but how sorry I am things didn't work out for you in your partnership. I hope that at some point you both will be able to put the angry hurtful stuff behind you like you and I have, and at least keep a friendship. Will be thinking of you, my friend. Come back and dance with me soon.
Spanks x
(p.s. look, I made a blog blogger! so you cant leave now!! :P )
Mein liebster Neffe,
wünschte ich Sie nie überhaupt gehen. Was Sie waren falsch und ja war ich und morgens, das sehr durch diese Tätigkeit enttäuscht war. Sie sich können schätzen, daß ich hoffe, da Sie sehr achtgeben, Ihr RL aus SL heraus halten.
Ich denke, daß Sie über mich als einer der zwei Handhaber sprechen. Ich hoffe wirklich nicht. Ich bin nichts aber ehrlich und mit Ihnen immer truthful gewesen. Ich hatte oder habe nichts, zu gewinnen, indem ich versuchte, Sie zu manipulieren. Ich bin zum Punkt des Verursachens von sleepless Nächte unparteiisch gewesen, wie Sie wohl wissen.
Wenn das wirklich ist, wie Sie über mich dann mir glauben, sind ein schrecklicher Onkel gewesen. Für den entschuldige mich ich. Ich versuchte nur, Ihnen und Ihren Partnerarbeit Sachen heraus zu helfen. Selbst wenn ich mit JC sprach, das Sie und I beide eine sehr große Menge Respekt für haben, vereinbart. Ich wollte nur glückliche beide sehen Sie. Warum? Weil das mich gebildet haben würde, glücklich und mich geben, den, der Glaube, daß möglicherweise eines Tages ich die Liebe finden könnte ich in meinem Leben wünscht und benötigt.
Ich bin traurig, daß Sie so schlecht an mich denken. Obwohl ich in Ihnen enttäuscht war, stoppte ICH NIE, für sich zu interessieren oder Sie zu lieben. Ich denke nicht mich Dose Neffe. Mein Wunsch ist daß, wenn Sie zurückkommen, das Sie und ich kann hinsitzen und sprechen. Kein Kreischen keines Vermittlers, keines sagte er, daß sie Spiele nur Sie und ich sagte. Wenn Sie wünschen. Ich hoffe, daß ich noch hier, wenn Sie zurück erhalten, es bin Art von einsamem mit heraus meinem Lieblingsneffeen herum bin.
So während Sie gehen, gehen Sie, zu wissen, daß ich für Sie mich interessiere. Ehrlich und in meinem Herzen sind Sie immer Tiger. Sie vergessen nie die, die Sie unterrichten und Ihnen zeigen, was Sie oder was sein können, Sie streben, zu sein. Danke für die Liebe, die Sie mich zeigten. Ich hoffe, daß ich Sie auch zeigte.
Love Always,
Your Uncle Rickie
Don't hurt others. And some of you may start to love themselves instead of trying to draw others down. Good advice, maybe if you would look into for yourself, and not need so much affirmation from others.
For what it is worth, I still love you, I hurt everyday for us. I will leave you alone now, as you asked for in your departnering. I am sorry if I hurt you and am sorta of dumbfounded that you find me a manipulator? Can't convince you other wise. But, I guess that makes me a little arrogant as well, if I need help in finding where I played the munipulation game :/
Yours always
Christian
Please do come back some Franz.
I'll always be here. and wait for you :)
-purrs and rubs Franzi-
You are always in my thoughts. I am always here when you need me. I know the pain you feel. Hang in there, your friends are here to support you while you regain your footing. Know that you are very much loved.
Nevie
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